Saturday, April 19, 2008

I think I'll be a good ghost


I'm tired.  I'm tired of never being happy, Of having no one around, of just wishing I could not feel like this anymore.  I can't stand it I really don;t trust myself at this point and I am far beyond content with life.  I don't know what I need to do but it must be something drastic.

I wanted to see the beach tonight, I wanted to see some friends tonight, I wish I wasn't alive tonight.

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